F.U.C.K.
Thou shalt not bail out-eth on people should be made the eleventh commandment.
I swear, I am never going to initiate meetups with my vj classmates ever again. I keep getting bailed out on and I feel like a big fucking loser that has to follow everyone else's lead. I could've worked on nye and two more hours today, but nooooo, I told Irene I had something on. Imagine the extra money I could have made. From now on, money first. I am just going to be a crazed workaholic for the rest of my life with a social life more silent than a graveyard. Xiaoan will be the next Ebenizer Scrooge. Watch out!